Soph.: I need to talk to you

What you did yesterday wasn't really nice, you dropped the conversation even before we finished. 

1. Somehow I feel that you're not wanting to make an effort to see me / making excuses for not being able to see me. This was all very different a few months back when you actually made time. And made time to make me feel wanted, you'd kiss me anywhere and surprise me nowadays things are dulling up.

2. Giving me time slots in your schedule 

Looking at your watch frm time to time when we r out, don't call me emotional here it's just that I feel that this is somehow one sided, have you ever thought abt how I feel? Sometimes I want to see you sometimes I don't want our meetings to be timed, like I wasn't given any priority in the first place. Just a slot in your daily timetable. I feel that I'm not needed in your life anymore. How are we supposed to be 'connected' ? With merely less then an hour per week? Honestly?

3. About you thinking that my mom will be eating alone; thanks for thinking abt her but she wouldn't mind if I spend just an hour or two with you she knows you will nt bring me back late. My brother on the other hand eats dinner with us in case ur wondering. Your reason 

Yesterday seem like a sordid reason to avoid seeing me this week; Once again I am not emo I'm just taken aback when you told me that "you didn't want to find me this week so that I could spend time with mom" sigh.... Sometimes I need time with you to see you.. You told me yourself once or twice a week wouldn't be a problem.. Don't say I'm clingy, a lady wanting to see her guy just once a week isn't at all wrong or clingy perhaps it isnt even counted as clingy, what is 1hour compared to a week? I'm not even bring out examples at this point. But I am really disappointed  

Am I that scary ? To be seen out with you once a week?