Help Needed.

Life isn't rosy for me these past few weeks as I battle with deadlines, 

stress due to deadlines, and tumultuous amounts of work.

Yes indeed life seem to only revolve around me. 

Without realizing, I vent my frustrations on them. 

(& now I realize) By raising my voice, I think this is a horrid habit 

I take after my dad, he seems to  raise his voice at me so many 

times when he is angry at me for as much as I remembered. 

In the end, I tend to be at loggerheads with my loved ones. 

When I feel that I am at the loosing end, and then I saw the mistakes I 

have made, I burst into tears. Asking myself why I let myself do it. 

Aside from that, I tend to overthink of what is to come in the future, 

what will become of my life in all aspects; studies, relationships, jobs, 

work, family.

Then there is; 

pressure to be above average to think beyond the norm in school. 

Although my school isn't an elite school, their methodology is to create 

an all rounder, we have to be well versed in multiple aspects of this 

program which essentially encapsulates design, research and technology. 

These 3 are the main branches of MArch. 

How hard can it be?

(Quote my ex-colleague the-ever-composed-sweet-demure Fern) 

I only know that I can move forward with grace. 

How much of grace I have? 

I can only pray for more every passing day.

I need the help from God. 

Next major deadline is 23 Nov for Studio. 

And the Deadline week which marks the end of sem 

Week 14; 30th Nov to 4th December.

Environment & Tech A1 Presentation Board + Presentation

Research Methods paper of 4000 words. 

Still need to be on my toes. 

No matter what.